hearts all over the world tonight

and oh, im into you

and boy, no one else would do

cause with every kiss and every hug

you make me fall in love

and now i know i can be the only one

i bet it's hearts all over the world tonight

chapter 9: gir's gift

all i want for christmas is you
freakin' zim
turnin' all wussy again
merry christmas world
merry christmas thief
all i want for christmas is you
dreamin' dre
entering emo state again
happy christmas gir
happy christmas kai
all i want for christmas is you
beamin' dre
hopeful as he could be
happy holidays world
happy holidays thief
all i want for christmas is you
weaklin' zim
pink happy and free
happy new year karen
happy new year jigs
all i want for christmas is you
please

sulplesa!

he's the biggest surprise of my life. it felt as if i was like a child, sitting alone on a worn out swing, when dearest fate came along and gave the biggest gift of all.
i remembered asking for something, but i never thought that i would be given something this good.


maybe i'm a girl and maybe i'm a lonely girl
who's in the middle of something
that she doesn't really understand
maybe i'm a girl and maybe you're the only guy
who could ever help me
baby won't you help me understand

maybe i'm amazed at the way you're with me all the time
maybe i'm afraid of the way I leave you
maybe i'm amazed at the way you help me sing my song
you right me when I'm wrong
maybe i'm amazed...

february in december

i come to you in friendship
and hold my breath against the snow
what are you thinking as i gaze into you?
forgive me the confusion
forgive me as i realize my thoughts betrayed...


i cried tonight, it is not that i am sad, it is because of this paralyzing pain again.
i was so happy this afternoon, the reason yet unknown. i am still happy, perky happy. so happy that i almost hate it. this is how happy i was the last time i had these chest pains. i can't really say if happiness is the reason for my chest pains, but i do hope not. if it is, i think i really might overdose myself with these pain killers.

all im asking is to be alive

chapter 8: incubused

feeling really strange
to see her
to hear her voice
to talk to her
wish list

you did something to me
that i can't explain
so would i be out of line
if i said "i miss you"

shiny happy people

im suffering from chest pains since monday night. though i have all these complexities, i managed to smile for a thousand reasons.

i can't help but feel special whenever i read his words, it makes me smile even from the shortest "hi". and for that i thank him for making things brighter and meaningful again.

chapter 7: the pink panda

while shopping at hongkong
i came across this magenta-ish blossom
(well its all pink to me)

they remind me of her
they always do
all this pink stuff
makes me smile
and think of her

above this blossom
you can see a space panda
wearing a pink space suit
and a "bioman" pose

she liked pandas
i'd like to see her face
when she sees this
a pink panda

zim was smiling the whole day

missing somebody really sucks
but i kinda like it
what can i say
i'm a wuss

chapter 6: the moon

i saw the moon
on my way to hongkong
it reminded me of the thief
who stole my heart
she likes moons and stuff like that
its funny that whenever i look at this photo.all i see is her...and then i think of her...
the blue sky....she likes the blue sky
(she needs a polarizer to make the
sky bluer in her photos)

the moon seems so far away
so is the thief

missing somebody sucks

chapter 5: the wanted cook

dad's a great cook
that's why i don't like to cook
i don't want to be like him

she is special.
special that the lazy boy finally cooked for someone(somehow, my limited skills managed to cook something that she liked...hehehe)

black leg sanji
my favorite character in the world of one piece. he's the ship's cook...and is the best. i'd like to be like him just for kai

who cares if i end up like dad
i want to learn how to cook
cook hotdogs and corned beef
cook food that she'll like

chapter 4: pooh is piggy

a gift for the thief...
pooh becomes piggy...
wishing to be in pooh's place....

another mall adventure with gir.
world domination started last last week...
i think i got to know her better.
she's not weird (she only got weird when she was troubled and cried)

take care of pooh
read his book
follow his ways
relax and be happy kai
happy birthday

the invasion

ten days of rehab! good thing zim was kind enough to skip work just to thread the malls with me.

i've met some new interesting people and been with old friends, watched a cheesy movie, people-watched and ate the most wonderful junk food ever created - hotdogs.

hmm..i wonder what zim is doing right now on the land of fashionable chinks, the haute couture of asia...

i hope there are hotdogs there...

i think he's pretty serious with this world domination thing...

hotdog with cheese would be nice...some mayonnaise and mustard

waaa i miss zzz...umm hotdogs!!

ok i miss zim too.

ang tanod

believing that there is only one true love in a lifetime, it was an unsettling news to hear that your heart has been stolen by this girl.

are you sure that she stole your heart? i wonder what she's doing with it right now...*evil laugh*... ermm

i bet the wuss made her blush with the video.

ok don't worry, i'll get it back for you. do you want me to?i can ask grim whatever i fancy...even if it means taking my retard brother billy for a walk.

your sweet neighborhood tanod,

mandy

chapter 3: the thief

her name is kai
that thief stole my frigid heart
it was surprisingly surprising
for someone like me
"i hate girls"
why?
because unconsciously,
i think i allowed her to steal it.
what a wuss...

*****
my theme song for today
dashboard confessional's stolen(vid version)

aawwweee

noun: awe
An overwhelming feeling of wonder or admiration

do you ever wonder why is it pronounced and spelled just like the way we say it whenever we have that feeling? awwwee

why not..mad! or angry! instead of aarrgh!
or laugh laugh laugh instead of hahaha?

anyway, here is something for you wuss...this is spelled as h-i-t read as ouch!



p.s. (ok, i liked how it was said from the previous post so imma use the p.s. thing again, and again and again..)

post p.s.
this is the last time imma bully you, after this we may start with our world domination. bear with it.

beats me! - a love letter for zim

dear zim,

i may have had too much caffeine but i still am aware of who i am and what appendages i have.
as far as i remember, i don't have the antennae, wings, or the stamen or pistil and neither did i produce chlorophyll, so how come you liked the butterflies and flowers because of me? hmmm strange...


i know i live in this lost world where 1+1=3, where the rational mind meets the occult.
i remember how you commented on me being a water sprite because i love to swim and hit the bitch - i mean beach...
so how did you come up with the idea of the flora and the winged ant?

i think the wussiness and wussism (hahaha) is creeping up on you inch by inch since you started to cut your hair short.
but i like your hair short, you looked like one of them shiny happy people. your short hair lets me see your oh-come-here-give-me-a-hug-it-will-make-you-feel-better smiles.
hmm wuss - smile, wuss - smile...ok, go and be a wuss, just always give me that smile ayt?

p.s.

thanks for the flower...did you ask your gradma if its ok to give that to me? hehehe


affable hugs and smiles,
kai

chapter 2: wussier than ever

"zim is such a wuss"

Noun: wuss
1. A person who is physically weak and ineffectual

hmmm
i am a wuss
wussier than ever
i am a nerd
a nerf herder
i am a punk
daftly punk

what's wrong with me liking
flowers and butterflies?
i only started liking them since i met kai
wtf, i am a wuss

...on bats and butterflies

zim is such a wuss.. i hate butterflies and flowers.
but i love my cupcake and i looveedded piggy too.

i travel with my bat and slingshot,
zim dragged me into this world domination thing. his puny hands can't beat those weaklings, but they can sure play great stuff like wuss-music.

i like lost boys cause they are so hard to find. lost boys are puny, cute creatures.
they have unruly hair, sometimes mistaken as eccentric people. i met one last august, he said he's dre but he looked like zim, that wuss!

chapter 1: the lost boy

the name is zim
join me in my conquest
for world domination

i like flowers and butterflies
my dream is to reach tuguegarao
my real name is bernie
bernie carvajal
i like kai
i hope she likes me too
i am the lost boy
lost in the world of kai

for you to notice