Saturday, December 29, 2007

hearts all over the world tonight

jeff thomas' pon and zi
and oh, im into you
and boy, no one else would do
cause with every kiss and every hug
you make me fall in love
and now i know i can be the only one
i bet it's hearts all over the world tonight

Thursday, December 27, 2007

chapter 9: gir's gift
















all i want for christmas is
you
freakin' zim
turnin' all wussy again
merry christmas world
merry christmas thief

all i want for christmas is
you

dreamin' dre
entering emo state again
happy christmas gir
happy christmas kai
all i want for christmas is you
beamin' dre
hopeful as he could be
happy holidays world
happy holidays thief

all i want for christmas is you
weaklin' zim
pink happy and free
happy new year karen
happy new year jigs
all i want for christmas is you
please


sulplesa!

jeff thomas' pon and zi
he's the biggest surprise of my life. it felt as if i was like a child, sitting alone on a worn out swing, when dearest fate came along and gave the biggest gift of all.
i remembered asking for something, but i never thought that i would be given something this good.


maybe i'm a girl and maybe i'm a lonely girl
who's in the middle of something
that she doesn't really understand
maybe i'm a girl and maybe you're the only guy
who could ever help me
baby won't you help me understand

maybe i'm amazed at the way you're with me all the time
maybe i'm afraid of the way I leave you
maybe i'm amazed at the way you help me sing my song
you right me when I'm wrong
maybe i'm amazed...

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

february in december



i come to you in friendship
and hold my breath against the snow
what are you thinking as i gaze into you?
forgive me the confusion
forgive me as i realize my thoughts betrayed...



i cried tonight, it is not that i am sad, it is because of this paralyzing pain again.
i was so happy this afternoon, the reason yet unknown. i am still happy, perky happy. so happy that i almost hate it. this is how happy i was the last time i had these chest pains. i can't really say if happiness is the reason for my chest pains, but i do hope not. if it is, i think i really might overdose myself with these pain killers.


all im asking is to be alive

Saturday, December 8, 2007

chapter 8: incubused


feeling really strange
to see her
to hear her voice
to talk to her
wish list

you did something to me

that i can't explain
so would i be out of line
if i said "i miss you"

shiny happy people


im suffering from chest pains since monday night. though i have all these complexities, i managed to smile for a thousand reasons.


i can't help but feel special whenever i read his words, it makes me smile even from the shortest "hi". and for that i thank him for making things brighter and meaningful again.




Friday, December 7, 2007

chapter 7: the pink panda

while shopping at hongkong
i came across this magenta-ish blossom
(well its all pink to me)

they remind me of her
they always do
all this pink stuff
makes me smile
and think of her

above this blossom
you can see a space panda
wearing a pink space suit
and a "bioman" pose

she liked pandas
i'd like to see her face
when she sees this

a pink panda

zim was smiling the whole day

missing somebody really sucks
but i kinda like it
what can i say
i'm a wuss



Tuesday, December 4, 2007

chapter 6: the moon

i saw the moon
on my way to hongkong

it reminded me of the thief
who stole my heart

she likes moons and stuff like that
its funny that whenever i look at this photo.all i see is her...and then i think of her...
the blue sky....she likes the blue sky

(she needs a polarizer to make the
sky bluer in her photos)

the moon seems so far away
so is the thief

missing somebody sucks

chapter 5: the wanted cook

dad's a great cook
that's why i don't like to cook
i don't want to be like him

she is special.
special that the lazy boy finally cooked for someone
(somehow, my limited skills managed to cook something that she liked...hehehe)

black leg sanji
my favorite character in the world of one piece. he's the ship's cook...and is the best. i'd like to be like him just for kai

who cares if i end up like dad
i want to learn how to cook
cook hotdogs and corned beef
cook food that she'll like



chapter 4: pooh is piggy

a gift for the thief...
pooh becomes piggy...
wishing to be in pooh's place....

another mall adventure with gir.
world domination started last last week...

i think i got to know her better.

she's not weird (she only got weird when she was troubled and cried)

take care of pooh
read his book
follow his ways
relax and be happy kai
happy birthday