date tayo!

sana pag-uwi ko, kain tayo nito...

sshh

two digits na.

ambilis ng panahon. sampung buwan na agad mula nung binulong mo saken na "kai, gising na".

happy 10 months luv.

ambilis ng panahon pero sa totoo lang ambagal ambagal...naiinip na kasi ako na marinig ulit yun sa tenga ko. 

siyam na buwang sunsets

hey, love

i am a constant satellite

of your blazing sun

my love

i obey your law of gravity

this is the fate you've carved on me

the law of gravity

this is the fate you've carved on me

911 (yung boyband)

9 months na luv
hafi hafi hafi
hafi hafi hafi
hafi hafi hafi
9 months....luv

errrr...

luv masikip ba sa tryc? 

luv tumatama ba yung buhok ko sayo kaya nakakati ang tenga mo?

luv tingin mo nawawala ba tayo?

luv naiinis ka na ba kakapicture ko?

luv gutom ka na ba?

luv mukha ba tayong wasted?

luv makulit na ba ko?

luv?

luv

luv luv

luv luv luv

luv luv luv luv

luv luv luv luv luv 

luv luv luv luv luv luv

luv luv luv luv luv luv luv 

luv luv luv luv luv luv luv luv 

hanggang ngayon naiisip ko pa rin, pano kaya kung sa pagtawag lang ng maraming beses ay mateleport ang iniisip mo papunta sayo o di kaya ikaw ang mateleport papunta sa iniisip mo.

siguro kailangan ko pa ng ruby slippers para mangyari yun...

luv luv luv luv luv luv luv luv luv luv luv luv luv luv luv luv luv.....

pink & green

eto yung litratoset nyan:
pink & green

waiting for the bus (baesa big event version)

hi luv
8 months na kong
"hi luv"
imbes na
"hi kai"
astig

sana magustuhan mo yung nirecord ko para sayo
sayang nga lang mas malakas ang palo ng tambol
kesa s gitara at boses nmin
di bale next time ayos n yan
hehehe

lightyears

Big deeper north of nowhere
Outside the room
Inside my mind
I, look forward to tomorrow
But can I leave yesterday behind
How it feels so strange
To have grown and change
Now it's not the same

Cause time slips and slides
Into another place and try
As we might to understand each other
Doesn't really matter where you are
It always seems so far
Coz you're lightyears away
You're lightyears away
From me

Little deeper south of somewhere
It looks much closer than it really is
I held it in my hands
But you're forever out of reach
Far as the eye can see
Nothing is meant to be
Doesn't mean much to me

But oh, if I only had a rocket ship to fly
I'd be right there in a minute
But it doesn't really matter where you are
However near is still so far
It's like you're light years away
You're light years away from me

lightyears

happy happy 7 months luv
nalate man ung blog entry e ndi nman nalate yung kanta
lightyears para sayo...

bago mag 2nd half

"_____________"
"__________________"
"__________________________"

fill in the blanks
when in doubt letter c

halftime

"kiss kita diyan eh"
"kiss kita anim na beses"
"kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss"

nakahanap na rin sa wakas nang kateammate

heart varial

Notes:
Nung nakita eto ni kaye
ang unang reaction nia eh
"wow inspired n inspired c andrei"
inspired naman talaga

one and only kai

It took one look
Then forever laid out in front of me
One smile then I died
Only to be revived by you

There i was
Thought i had everything figured out
Goes to show just how much i know
'bout the way life plays out...

I take one step away
then i find myself coming back to you
My one and only, one and only you...ooh...

Now i know
That i know not a thing at all
Except the fact that i am yours
And that you are mine

Ooh,
They told me that this wouldn't be easy
And no
I'm not one to complain...

I take one step away
then i find myself coming back to you
My one and only, one and only
I take one step away
then i find myself coming back to you
My one and only, one and only
you...


one and only

Happy 5 Months Luv
HaHaHaHaHa(5 Yan)

this is a happy song

i believe i’m falling
i believe i’m falling for you
this is now or never
cause everyday i’m longing for you

every night, every day, every step of the way
every move that you’ve made, every word that you say
i’m giving you a warning
this is the incredible truth

everytime

and i guess
this is love
that i feel
and i’m falling for you
you’re the song
in my head
and it feels
that i’m falling for you

floating like a feather
pull me down i’m stuck in the clouds
there’s no stormy weather
that can stop me from coming to you

every night, every day, every step of the way
every move that you’ve made, every word that you say
this if my fair warning
believe me now I’m telling the truth

everytime

and i guess
this is love
that i feel
and i’m falling for you
you’re the song
in my head
and it feels
that i’m falling for you

and i know
this is real
what we feel
i have fallen for you
you’re the warmth
in my heart
now i’m sure
i have fallen for you

this is love
this is love
this is love
i have fallen for you

this is love
this is love
this is love
i have fallen for you

...sabi ni carlton

namimiss ko na ang luv ko.  hindi lang dahil sa malayo sya, namimiss ko sya dahil parang mas malayo pa sya kaysa sa mga milya sa pagitan namin.

hindi ko na sya nakakakwentuhan.  marami akong gustong ikwento sa kanya -  mga highlights ng linggo ko na maaring wala lang din kakwenta kwenta.  ni hindi na kami nakakapag-usap ng mga bagay na tungkol sa kahit ano lang na maisip.  hindi ko naman na sya para pasabayin pa sa tulog ko dahil nga kelangan nya na nagpapahinga agad.

maaaring busy lang sya masyado nitong mga nakaraang linggo.  kaya kahit wala akong ginagawa, nagpapakabusy na lang din kunwari ako.

nalungkot ako na hindi nya ko nabati, kahit isa man lang sa tatlong araw nung ika-apat na buwan namin.  naisip ko na sya pa naman ang may sabi na gusto nyang pinaghahandaan ang ganun...pero ok lang masaya na ako sa nabasa ko.

alam kong napapansin nya ang mga kakaibang kinikilos ko, pero hindi ko naman masabi.  sabi ko kasi sa kanya dati ayokong maging demanding na girlfriend.  inaantay ko lang siguro na maglambing sya, pero mukhang wala kasi sa ugali nya yun.  o maaring hindi lang din ako sanay sa kung pano nya pinapakita. madalas kasi syang indifferent sa mga bagay bagay.

naalala ko dati, nasabi ko sa sarili ko na gusto kong makilala tong tao na to.  hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ako kasi hanggang ngayon yun pa rin ang sinasabi ko, o malulungkot ako kasi hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa ganun kakilala ung mahal ko.

"excited ka ba sa future mo?"

"bakit?"

"ako kasi excited na"

"bakit naman?"

"kasi parang magiging maganda..." *

*ang weird ko daw sabi ng kaibigan ko nung nasabi ko ito.

i'm yours

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch closer dear
and i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
this is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is your's!

i'm yours

PS
hindi ko pa makuha yung pagkanta eh
so yung mp3 n lang muna
tagal ko nang pinapraktis
tsk tsk
hafi 4th month luv

Iyong iyo

Dapat malaman mo, ang puso kong ito
Inaalay ko sa 'yo, hindi na magbabago
Iyong-iyo

'Di na kayang isipin, kung ano ang gagawin
'Di na kayang bawiin, ang mga nakaraan
Bakit kay hirap pigilin ang nararamdaman
Kung mawalay ka sa aking piling
Sana'y dinggin ang suyo ng damdamin ko

Dapat malaman mo
Ang puso kong ito
Inaalay ko sa 'yo
Hindi na magbabago

Dapat malaman mo
Ang puso kong ito
Maghihintay sa 'yo
Hindi na magbabago
Iyong-iyo

Sa tagal ng pagsasama 'di na dapat mangamba
Ngunit tiwala'y sinubukan, minsa'y nagkasala
Mga pangako'y nalimutan habang kapiling ang iba
Bakit laging sa huli ang pagsisisi
Matatauhan kung kailan mawawala

iyong iyo

PS
dahil 100 days na
isang daykada na
meron akong isang espesyal na number
sana magustuhan ni kai
eto naman yung
saktong sakto na kanta para sa kin

i want to grow old with kai

I wanna make you smile whenever youre sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

Ill get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

Ill miss you
Ill kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Ill need you
Ill feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if youve had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

grow old with you

P.S.
kaya ako nagpapagaling at
hindi na nagiinom
at nagpapakabait
ay para matupad yung wish kong ito

i didn't mean to make you feel that way...

i once asked you not to talk about your past loves, it bursts me into pieces. its like competing with something, and having this feeling of being not enough. i'm sorry if ever you felt that way. i didn't mean to make you think that i loved him - i never did, and never will.

i think i should just hold my tongue before making everything worse than it is right now.  im sorry.

i know you think that i shouldn't still love you,
i'll tell you that.
but if i didn't say it, well i'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

i promise i'm not trying to make your life harder
or return to where we were

well i will go down with this ship
and i won't put my hands up and surrender
there will be no white flag above my door
i'm in love and always will be

i know i left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
and i caused nothing but trouble
i understand if you can't talk to me again
and if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then i'm sure that that makes sense

well i will go down with this ship
and i won't put my hands up and surrender
there will be no white flag above my door
i'm in love and always will be

and when we meet
which i'm sure we will
all that was then
will be there still
i'll let it pass
and hold my tongue
and you will think
that i've moved on....

round 2

para sa luv ko
ang laban na to

PS
sorry kung walang round 1
kala ko kasi eh ayaw mo ng ganito
alam ko eh nakokornihan ka sa ganito
hehehe
luv n luv ko ang luv ko
sorry kung sabay sabay kung magplay
peke kasi ang firefox
hindi mo maioff ung autoplay
ipause mo na lng manually ung tracks
hehe


awake
shirts&gloves
i miss you

the missing girl

we were strangers
starting out on a journey
never dreaming
what we'd have to go through
now here we are
and i'm suddenly standing
at the beginning with you

no one told me i was going to find you
unexpected
what you did to my heart
when I lost hope
you were there to remind me
this is the start

hindi ko alam kung may ideya sya kung ano un. sana lang ay di nya alam kasi baka matawa lang sya saken. sa tuwing naririnig ko yan, naiisip ko kung pano kaming nagkakilala. nakakatuwa ang istorya.

"baka kaya ko sya nakita para makilala kita"

buhay nga naman, napakaraming surpresa.

frogs and prince

natatawa si jack sa tuwing nagkukuwento ako. tingin ko ay ramdam nya na masaya ako habang naiisip ko ang mga kwentong yun. palagay ko natatawa sya sa pagbili ko ng mga photo frames, at sa pagiikot ko sa mall para lang makahanap ng ireregalo. natatawa rin sya sa mga binili ko, at sa pagpupuyat ko para lang magprint ng isang pares ng litrato at gumawa ng napakaikling sulat.

natatawa siguro sya sa nakikita nya.

hindi kasi sila sanay na ganito ako. mula kasi nung dumating ako nung isang taon, napaka astig ng maskara ko sa kanila, ayokong nagpapakita sa kanila na malambot ako at iyakin lalo na pagdating sa mga love stories. sinasabi ko dati na "overrated ang love", "niloloko ka lang nyan", "sa umpisa lang yan, wakana masyado umasa". nasanay sila sa kai na matigas ang ulo at puso, na parang susugod ng away basta may inapi sa kanila.

para silang nakakita ng maton na naging bading.

sa totoo lang natatawa rin ako sa sarili ko sa mga pinagagawa ko. pero masaya ako, yun ang importante dun. at tingin ko masaya rin sila para saken. muntik ko na kasi malimutan ang pakiramdam na to, buti na lng...

andre adik

nalulungkot
hindi ko alam kung ano ung pinakadahilan
pero nalulungkot ako
tingin ko eh nalulungkot ako dahil
nakikita kong nalulungkot ang mahal ko
dahil sa pinapalungkot siya ng dati niyang mahal
hindi ko alam kung tama bang malungkot ako
mas malungkot pa ata ako kay hugo ngayon

desaturated
parang nawawalan ng kulay ang mundo ko
wala akong kagana ganang kumain
tinatamad akong magtrabaho
parang ayaw kong bumangon tuwing umaga
para akong na Shift+Ctrl+U sa photoshop

valley of chrome
kung ako ang nasa posisyon ng mahal ko
ganito ang kanta ko ngayon
You are a beautiful walking mistake
And from you I have learned
how could someone so true be so fake?
Now you’re none of my concern
the art of letting go-valley of chrome
yan ang stat message ko sa ym
kung ako ang nasa posisyon ng mahal ko
kilala nmin ni omeng ang bassist ng bandang yan
astig yan

ubos na ang luha
ayaw kong malulungkot yung mahal ko
ayaw kong makita uli siyang umiyak
ako kasi eh may mantra
ang luha ay para sa mga importanteng tao lang
ganyan dapat palagi
hindi na dapat iyakan ang mga walang kwentang tao
ang makulit nito
naiiyak ako habang nagttype
nasa opisina pa naman ako

masaya o malungkot?
mukha lang akong ganito
pero masaya pa rin ako
nasa punto lang ata ako na napapaisip
kasi tingin ko eh
mahal pa ng mahal ko ang dati niyang mahal
at sa unang pagkakataon eh mukhang nagseselos ako
o adik lang talaga ako
adik nga siguro
adik na lang nga
andre adik

pasensiya
ayaw kong nalulungkot ang mahal ko
kaya titigil na ako sa pag-iisip nito
ayaw ko lang isipin niya na
baka sumusuko na ako sa kanya
hindi yata
nalulungkot lang ako ngayon
kasi wala siya dito eh
theme song ko ngayon ang lightyears ng eheads
tas bwiset pa ung dati niyang mahal
tawagin na lang natin siya sa pangalan na rodel
rodel naval
ambading kasi niya
teka patay na pala yun
hmmm
ok lang yan

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